It is a cold dreary day, with all of the light in half shades of grey as the maple leaves are starting to fall. I am puttering around outside for a few minutes of fresh air as I catch a brief glance at the grey standing stones in my garden. A memory comes back to me so sharp edged, with lightning fast speed, that I do not have time to prevent it landing even though in a nanosecond I know it will be gone.
My twin, Mark and I are seven years old. We have ridden our bikes down a gravel road for some miles on an adventure. The snow and puddles are mixed together with a lot of mud. We end up walking our bikes along to get through a lot of it. It takes us several hours. It is a beautiful Newfoundland day in the hidden spring of two season weather, only winter and summer.
We want to see the wild horses. Mark had a plan. At that time in Newfoundland the wild horses ran free in feral herds. In late fall the loggers and farmers would release their working horses to run off with the wild herd and fend for themselves over the winter. All the horses would return in a spring stampede each year. It perhaps was an old practice born of poverty. They didn’t have to feed or care for their horses over the winter.
Mark and I have gone past our three mile range. We are not supposed to be so far from home. My father unaware, hard at work as the young engineer at the mine. If we weren’t in school, my mother, chain smoking in the house, regularly shooed us outside early each and every morning, left us sandwiches on the porch, and didn’t really want to see us again until dinner time. Well at least not me. Mark was her favorite. Those were some of the family rules and you simply knew better to ever question them. My parents were ‘from away.’ My father at his happiest. My mother hating every second of being in Newfoundland. Us kids essentially feral, with thick accents, despite the fact we lived in the beautiful house up high on the hill reserved for the mining superintendent. Two peas in a pod, inseparable. In the valley far below was the town of Little Bay.
We come around a narrow bend and there in the valley spread out below us is the beautiful meadow with large standing stones. There are some forested large hills on one side, and we can see the ocean on the other. We leave our bikes on the shoulder, climb under an old fence and start walking through the marsh towards a ravine. We feel the wild ponies before we see them. As we get closer towards the ravine, the ground trembles for a moment then goes away and trembles again. There is an outcropping of rocks and we climb up high on them for a better view. We sit there quietly in the sun and it is wonderful.
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